I recently read that I’m supposed to write with passion but I think I’m too tired. I’m unsure I’m passionate about anything right now. I’m too busy making sure my kids reach their accelerated reader goal and memorize their times tables and eat their vegetables.
I’m really bad at that last one.
I’m editing and writing and triathlon training starts in two weeks. I’m unsure I feel passionate about any of those things.
I’ve been falling asleep to the original Melrose Place recently. They seem to have a lot of passion. I’ve noticed they move their heads a lot when they kiss. I think this is supposed to represent passion. I think it looks painful. I think at some point I’d yell, “Can you just keep still for one minute? Because if you can’t, this relationship is over. I don’t care that you slept with my mother, two sisters and a cousin. The relationship is over because you move your head way too much when you kiss me.”
I’ve also noticed that a lot of people who were on daytime soaps were on Melrose Place. I watched soaps in jr. high and high school. People on soaps had passion. But then people stopped watching soaps and now soaps are almost all gone. People now watch talk shows.
Talk show hosts seem to have passion. But they have passion about EVERYTHING. It tires me out. How can you be passionate about EVERY topic out there? There are some I just don’t care about. Like the truth behind the Shamrock Shake.
Social media also makes me feel like I have to have passion about everything. There are opinions out there about anything. I don’t think I have that many opinions but sometimes I think I should. I could develop passion about my lack of passion.
That sentence makes me tired.
I’ve decided I’m going to look at not feeling tons of passion about random things as a good thing. I’ve decided it shows that I’m accepting. A friend recently told me that I’m “curious enough to love people regardless of who they were.”
It was really kind of her to say that. I don’t know if it’s always true.
I do know it’s how I feel about the Shamrock Shake, though.